2011!!

Well since i have to wait for my video to upload so i have decided to blog! =]

Hmmm life have been the same work... school.. work.. school.. no change no improved..Sometimes i keep telling myself all these i am having now is it all i wanted? I work for money but end up i dont seems to have money all the times an still need to ASK for it.. I went to school for my future but end up i keep on skipping it~ sometimes i asked myself what i really really want but ended up i gets nothing.. nothing at all..

Seriously i am very very keen to go Higher Nitec but when every time i wanted to study hard i will get sick.. I am really sick and tired of being such a SICK GIRL! I dun like ppl asking me to take care I dun like ppl to said that i need to said take care i cant take stress.. I DONT WANT!

Well guess no one will know the heart aching i am gg through now.. Or simply no one will ever care as who really know a cheerful girl from the outside will have such a painful thoughts from the inside...

Hmmmm... lets talk about something else then..

2011!!! Is a good start! I get to go countdown and see FIREWORKS!! Oh my is like a dream come true! (although is at KTB #40 MAC WHILE WORKING!) but it's so FUN! I even make a NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS : TO SLIME DOWN 10KG!! but instead i am getting fatter and fatter after CNY! =__=! Guess i should really do some self thinking and really i mean really get myself slim down!

CNY was fun too.. I get to go to my Gu Gu's big house for reunion dinner although my dad end up drunk and started to talk nonsense on the very first day of CNY but overall i had fun! But sadly.. 2nd day should be family day but god is not good to us and it started to RAIN!!! if not i will be at SENTOSA! And who knows maybe i can go in my dream place! UNIVERSAL!! but forget it i still had fun at my XIao Yi house on the third day! I love gg to xiao yi housse as it is like a 2nd home to me Xiao Yi always treat me the best.. (Umma everytime jealous! hahas) Oh forget to mention about yesterday 11/02 all thanks to javier me and justin gets to go to CHINGAY PARADE! Well i always said that i had never been to NDP but right now i can said that i went to Chingay before! Hohohoo! LOL! It was fun enjoyable and now i am still waiting for the flower car to drop by yishun.. Dunno will it stop by here ike last year...

I suddenly remember this quote: Xin Ku Le.. Xing Fu Jiu Hui Lai Le! ( Once one work hard your blessing will arrived..)
I hope this is true as i want my blessing to arrive soon.. I want happy things to drop down for me.. my families as well as for my friends although i am not sure what's ppl thinking about me.. BUT I am who I am.. and I will not change as if i change that will be not ME!! =]

I shall End now guess my drama had upload finished by now.. Bye Bye! Blogger See ya soon.. I hope so! =P